lulus!!!!

HUAAAAAAAA! gue lulus! haaaaaa! keren!!!! LULUS! *joget2 di kamar teriak dibawah bantal*

WHAAAT??? *CERITANYA PAS GUE TAU GUE LULUS GUE TERIAKNYA SEPERTI INI*

. i can't imagine it, i just past the test and graduated from my school and i'm coming baby-->SMA 68 . HUAAAAAA hey world can you hear me?!? what the hell is going on with my life? is it a miracle or is it something i deserve to get. so i still have to learn for the high scool test+_+ too bad right? but this is life. so wha?........

 i did my best and i'm proud of it

so guys, i have to say this but it's a little bit embaressing ckck. after my parents took my report book at my school of course, i feel  bad. i mean i don't know have i done my best or i haven't. that's what i'm thinking right now. i'm proud of what i've achieved but somewhere in my heart and my brain said it's not good enough. i'm really greatful with my score, i mean i'm trying and i didn't mean i'm not greatful to ALLAH's sustenence. ok, i'm really confused right now. what if i didn't get in to 68 high school. it's my dream and i want to make it come true but what if i didn't get in, i must be really upset, my world will be turn into pieces. i'm not overreacting, i'm just saying that's something might be happen if i don't get in. 


so i'm not sure what i'm feeling right now, confused or sad or angry